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shane macgowan: the measure of my dreams
this is one i will never stop thinking about. this one will be held in the streams of blood pumping through my heart, or perhaps in those...
Lucien Edwards
Dec 16, 20233 min read


hobby jobs and vinyl tips
a job is something that swallows you up whole, often times rendering you a very cold, indifferent, and perpetually annoyed person. even...
Lucien Edwards
Oct 3, 20234 min read


satie vs eno no wait where are you going??? come back, please, i promise it’s interesting! wait!
brian eno raised me in a small tin bucket in his backyard filled with cold water like a rubber ducky in a baby's bubble bath. i have...
Lucien Edwards
Sep 6, 20235 min read


do i kill myself or read more comics? we may never know.
ENIGMA ISSUE #5 "Lizards & Ghosts," (1993) by Peter Milligan & Duncan Fegredo long time no write, not for a lack of anything to say but a...
Lucien Edwards
Aug 30, 20235 min read


walking over twilight
“and that was the day i liberated the alamo.”
Lucien Edwards
Aug 7, 20234 min read


ambient fool
"the other side of the wall of fuck," john lurie all of these shows that i watch, all of these things that i do that i remark upon, even...
Lucien Edwards
Aug 6, 20233 min read


Note on Self ii.
i am writing this from my bed where cerrone is playing. i'm wearing fake nails for the first time in my life, my favourite colour; grey...
Lucien Edwards
Jul 10, 20234 min read


the “of course” effect
i like bad things in life, when the "bad taste" buds start firing off i'm instantly happy. it's a pension i've developed over the course...
Lucien Edwards
Jul 2, 20235 min read


the glaring discrepancy of living
pride month is coming to an end and i have little to nothing to say, other than that i no longer know how to be proud of something...
Lucien Edwards
Jun 28, 20234 min read


a point you can’t walk away from
i think obviously families are potentially thee #1 best and worst thing about being alive. i think when you start seeing your family...
Lucien Edwards
Apr 17, 20237 min read


the guess i learned under the moon
thunder cracks and thee rain, it begins to pour. there is blue electrical tape wrapped around my right hand to keep it in position and...
Lucien Edwards
Apr 7, 20234 min read


On The Professor
sometimes meteors hit thee earth and sometimes they wipe out entire civilisations, if not wipe out all ov earth's inhabitants entirely....
Lucien Edwards
Apr 2, 20232 min read


Note on Self i.
Shade the Changing Man, 1990. i don’t know how to operate as someone who has severe mental issues that i don’t feel people fully...
Lucien Edwards
Mar 29, 20235 min read


Z is for Zest !!!
a portrait of hunter s. thompson taken by him [or his wife] back in the proud highway days. do i want to talk about myself today? do i...
Lucien Edwards
Mar 22, 20235 min read


How the end always is.
i think that thee majority ov love stories are about becoming thee loved or loving and less so about thee experience ov being confused or...
Lucien Edwards
Mar 15, 20234 min read


A stronger, loving world to die in.
[March 10 2023] this will be typed out slightly different from usual posts as i am writing it on thee work computer. this is a also a...
Lucien Edwards
Mar 10, 20233 min read


The John Cale Extravaganza II
Hi. I have returned with an unreasonable amount ov words to say about my senator in psychopathy, John Cale, who I love and I think he is...
Lucien Edwards
Feb 27, 20235 min read


On Tom Verlaine.
To my hero who coloured my blood and popluated my mind with winding phrases of love and loneliness and dreams, who I will carry on every...
Lucien Edwards
Feb 24, 20231 min read


In Defense Of: New York City Ghosts & Flowers
In 2000, a short time after the release of Sonic Youth’s eleventh studio album, New York City Ghosts & Flowers, Pitchfork released a...
Lucien Edwards
Feb 15, 20234 min read


The John Cale Extravaganza I
I had begun this project as a means of documenting and attempting to help bolster the rating of Cale’s music across Album of The Year,...
Lucien Edwards
Feb 15, 20235 min read
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